It Changed Everything

IT CHANGED EVERYTHING 

Random, primal,
perilous is life,
I a spring leaf,
falling with the breeze,

Day of Chaos-adrenalin,
slashing strife,
Intense hidden desires,
No, NO, no, I wheeze,

Impossible,
shame,
self-destruction,
I lose,

Chains,
despair,
tears abound,
run, run, run

Love and desire,
too much I choose,
Bloody skin seeping,
sat I weeping in the sun,

Desiring life,
longing for love and honor,
Was a sudden insane flash,
and the loss of one,

befell the other,
no longer,
ever,
am I my father’s son,

This foggy frozen life,
cannot I endure,
My soul in chains,
hand with knife,

a foolish endeavor,
as the devil’s lure,
Yes I a dead, zombie,
goodbye sinful life,

Copyright © Jim Wiggins | Year Posted 2017 Poetry Soup, Updated 2020

Grasping Freedom, as Grasping the Wind

GRASPING FREEDOM AS THE WIND

Do Butterflies go to and from,
Or do they just wander some,
Do they land on a flower with intent?
Or just when their wings are spent,

A small breeze can turn one around,
Lift, it off the ground,
Do they have homes, nest, or such?
or really would that be too much,

They say Butterflies are free,
But having no home, not even a tree,
Aren’t they bound, just a nomad,
Not free but driven, aren’t they sad,

Do our minds go to and from,
Or do we just meander some,
Thoughts, actions, people so many things,
Much harder to steer than delicate wings,

As a breeze turns a butterfly around,
A misplaced word makes our knees hit the ground,
Aren’t our plans like butterfly wings,
Easily tossed, turned, driven hard into things,

I don’t think butterflies worry about the night,
She sleeps wherever she may lite,
Why should we despair the present?
Nothing is sure, nothing is meant.

But free will have we,
Like a ship sailing out to sea,
To grasp, cling, to our mind,
Only sadness and suffering we find,

If you can learn to happily wander,
Not easily be scared of the thunder,
Then like a butterfly we will be,
Cause butterflies are truly free,

We learn of joy, we see their suffering plight,
Of those who bristle, struggle and fight,
If one butterfly is free,
Aren’t they all, can this you see?

JimKirk (C)

Copyright © Jim Wiggins | Year Posted 2017

Love and Lust



Thoreau so wise,
“the mass of men lead lives of quiet desperation.”
Materialism isn’t desperation,
It’s football, a game,
not desperation for the sane,
And never goes quiet,LOVE AND LUST


Yet; Love and Lust,
a battle, a challenge,
eye and heart sync,
Victory! Victory!
a young man’s prize,
This too shall pass,
Always,

Then, Love and Lust,
Held tightly within,
Delusions of course I say,
Desperation of desire burns,
seething quietly, slowly, desperately,
Just quit I say,

Wonderful, Love and Lust
Then she smiles,
Elation, yes this is love,
Rainbows fade too quickly,
Peaks and Valleys,
Quit, nay, I can’t,

Just maybe, Love and Lust,
Hope quickly return,
And one day she’s gone,
Quiet desperation it is!
Yes, it is quiet desperation.
then another will come,

Jim Kirk-Wiggins (c)

Two Lovers Diverge

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TWO LOVERS DIVERGE Inseparable in university days, Loving botany in myriad of ways, We dreamed as one each night, Entranced, same stars in sight, Our fantasy the Appalachian trail, Science was the official tale, Yet, what circled our mind, delights in each other, sure to find, A journey of days we laughed, prepared, No fear, trepidation, nothing scared, As the beginning of the Tarot fool, All would be as a precious jewel, Our discoveries on the trail we shared, Excited, happy, so focused, what we bared, Nights we chatted stumbling over the other, Love softly spoke, blinded, going further, Many days, tiring treks, weather, and hail, Our energy sometimes did fail, Then a wave of love, again did rise, beauty shimmered in those eyes, One day, I know not when, Our interest did not blend, Trees I felt, loved, was fauna warmed her delight, Different sparks, thus we studied at night, Less and less common arose a test, Whether climbing or at rest, Of mundane we talked, of weather, of camp, Words fell down, flickered, it was an empty lamp, Her spite and anger, would flair, Emotions I couldn’t settle nor prepare, Many days, we trekked, two by two, alone, I, she I think, looked past, we saw home, Confused, begin again? Impediments others never passed, we, I, her, overcame, Yet, did sands flow down, now time depart, I sighed, in pain, alone, to start, As they say; I counted the cost, Joy, love, wonder, all to be forgotten, lost, I traveled long, was late, never love again? But, I can live in these clouds, shadows, rain, I don’t know. I wait. I wait. By James Kirk-Wiggins

What Was, Was Not

(For the next few entries I’m highlighting some of my attempts at poetry)

WHAT WAS IS NOT

What was is not,
I remember some but little,
Special surely, I know,
Yet only remains a tittle,

What was is not,
can’t define the shapeless shadow,
It’s insane, to question what is what,
How was I bound in this knot,

What was is not,
The word alone is so abstract,
What is love, where comes and goes love,
To confound, sent from heaven above?

What was is not,
Loves a label, does it exist at all,
If real, how does a label fall,
Is the rainbow real or not,

What was is not,
What, when, why, did it die,
If it was not then why, why do I cry,
One feels the loss and coldness is why,

What was is not,
I in a dream, I can’t run,
A nightmare stuck or trap I’m in,
Where are you sun, must see the sun,

What was is not,
Will another one ignite my soul,
Yes, it is too late, that time has gone,
Fading now, I can just recall that song,

What was is not,
Sex was very nice, yes it was a part,
Not all, but I can feel loss, it’s gone, I’m sure,
There is more, another one, is not a cure,

What was is not,
The now illusory passion has fell,
It can’t be found, as if fallen in the well,
I feel not, surely none remains,

What was is not,
Yes, I’m a selfish fool,
Not willing to stay, follow the rule,
Others have, they greet each day,

What was is not,
But I want, must have, what was,
I do remember, Yes, I can’t settle, not me,
Free to love, and to live, It must be,

What was is not,
No more, I empty, alone, a lonely one,
I will make time stop, and then begin,
From all shadows of past, I run,

What was is not,
Yes, I am stubborn, but Today I smile,
In faith, knowing what was can be,
I feel, I live, yes, I will see.

JIM KIRK-WIGGINS (C) 2017

Undercover Democrat Communist

Communism Versus Freedom: The Strategy for Taking Over the Democratic Party

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Now which prominent Democrats would you think could be possibly working behind the scenes for an American Communist organization. Not that it concerns me, I believe the Communists nation’s have revealed their true selves to the world. Russia’s economic failure and the Oligarchs vying for power against the state institutions. Then there is China, also going from vibrant to stagnant economy in the blink of Trumps eye. Their opposition to freedom as they gas and shoot dissidents in Hong Kong.

American Communism is a non starter in the USA, although the Democrats seem open to Sanders new brand “Democrat Socialist.” Yet using that term in a National Presidential election, even the cockroaches would run to vote for Trump.

But who could be undercover Communist, in their policies and social agenda?

Pelosi Rips Presidents Speech behind his back.

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This is a total disgrace, she should be impeached or censored for her public actions. The hate for President Trump has created insane reactions like this. Not to agree with his policies should be responsible and dignified. If Trump supporters are deplorable, Democrats like Pelosi are vile, repulsive, and have no temperament, that someone in her position should. She should resign.

By Jim Kirk-Wiggins

WHY DO WOMEN SPEND SO MUCH ON COSMETICS?

The Women’s Feminist movement is missing a great opportunity for igniting their cause and increasing their public perception. How? Stop wearing any makeup, criticize, disparage all women who do. Encourage makeup bonfires. “We will not waste money on a product Just to appeal to men and get their interest.”

“We will not waste money on a product Just to appeal to men and get their interest.” F’K them, many of us Don’t even like men!

Then start a foundation, financed by women, their boyfriends, And spouses to donate all the money they would spend on cosmetics to world hunger and poverty. Sure there will be Narcissistic women who Will take advantage, piling the make up on and stealing all the men. LOL. I think I’m joking here. Well that’s my proposal for a New Feminist Movement. I’m sure you women will agree with this information since it is coming from an old white man.


(As they say in the movies: “An Hour Ago”)

  • average woman $3756 a year purchasing cosmetics:
  • $62 billion purchasing cosmetics:
  • $62 billion Going under the knife for aesthetic cosmetic surgery:
  • $13.5 billion Getting your nails done: $7.47 billion

(Daily Mail https://dailym.ai/36WHSOc)

Vanessa Edwards on YouTube has hundreds of reasons. I did find her Enormous cache of video’s very interesting. Vanessa Van Edwards YouTube Video https://youtu.be/bh0j_-NuozA

Psychology Today

The then psychologist speak. Giving many reasons beyond evolution and natural selection as I expected. Psychology Today – Not; “Social, and Evolution, Survival

http://bit.ly/2ROIsZO

I imagine the following quote from Google explains a lot of their findings at their magazine “Psychology Today.”In a survey of representatives of the perfumes, cosmetics and other toilet preparations industry in the United States, it was found that in 2018 the sector spent approximately 18.26 billion U.S. dollars on advertising, and based on this data it was projected that the expenditures would rise to 21.2 billion U.S. dollars …Sep 3, 2019 Google Search.

Umm I think they have Makeup on

I am not a women hater. (misogynist) I prefer intelligent women always over men, For conversation, as friends, to hang with, to trust. (I will not say I never have a sexual interest, but it’s seldom primary. Maybe subconsciously. No, I’m sticking with My story, liking women is not based on sex.)

I’m really more of a Misandrist, men seem To be more egocentric, narcissistic, and have there penis on the table in any conversation With other men . Plus they talk about boring things like sports, race cars, golf, women As the sexual predators they are or pretend to be.

I’m not gay, I use to crave football, stock car racing, and admit ‘Me Too’. I was a sexual Predator as most men. (Nothing that can be proven in court, and no victims are coming fourth.) But as we grow older often our interest change. Also, the Veterans Administration Has determined 6 Viagra a month is all men need, and all they will pay for. Now THAT is over regulation.

The Truth. (I know Pontius Pilate said; What is Truth). The Truth is women wear makeup Because they often have a poor self-image. An image drilled into their subconscious since they went from diapers to dresses. They’ve been brainwashed into thinking their worth is Based on their beauty.

Even truly beautiful women stare into the mirror critically, and Reach for their addiction; cosmetic, self-worth, I must be beautiful. Break these chains, If a man won’t appreciate you for your intelligence, humor, fun, and friendship, then the hell With him. Find a man who will!

Good luck with that.

By Jim Kirk-Wiggins © February 2, 2020. All rights reserved. LiberiPress.com

Warren Staffer says he’s the only straight person on staff

Project Veritas: Warren staffer irked by focus on ‘identity politics,’ says ‘this is why we lose’

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